Are you facing something that exceeds your own strength and ability?
I am.
I heard God call me to look after the orphans to help them not get left behind in this school year of modular learning. While people see this as noble and kind, it surely gets overwhelming.
We have a child named Abi in the project. Years of experience, knowledge from college and graduate school are nothing when it comes to dealing with her. It seems nothing I do ever helps her academically.
Also, because of the typhoon ruins, there has not been much sponsorships coming in. Just this morning, a child sponsor asked if she could split her raised funds and give the half to those affected by typhoon Ulysses.
I also struggle internally. Most days, I don't feel wise enough, patient enough, or even kind enough to get through a year of doing this. I wonder sometimes why God did not call someone who has a stronger mental health than me. I consider myself fragile despite everyone else seeing that I am this independent woman who does not need much help.
Today's devotion is pat on the back, a truth that brings so much relief. The situation often won't change. However, there is an assurance that the Holy Spirit is right here with me. In fact, He lives in me. I'll never be alone.
The battles are not mine.
It is for the Spirit to fight.
My duty knowing all powerful God is with me is solely listen and obey.
Everything I need to learn, the greatest Teacher, Comforter, Helper, is with me.
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